I miscarried over the weekend.... It's been hard but not unbearable. I have a supportive family -- especially my loving husband. I also have wonderful friends who have been praying for me. Thank you, I can feel your love and the love my Heavenly Father has for me.
love,
Sarah
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
Tuesday, September 20, 2011
Sunday, September 11, 2011
Crazy Week
Wednesday was a rough day for work. Children can sometimes be very needy and can easily exhaust all of my energy and patience. I fear lunch/naptime. There are two thing that you cannot force children to do: eat and sleep. By the end of the day my assistant and I were crying together.
When I went to back my car out and head home and the car wouldn't move! It turned on, went into gear but the blasted vehicle wouldn't budge. I called home: busy. I called Jesse: on his way to class. I called Pappy: he suggested AAA (Thank heavens for my in-laws and the membership they got me!!!) and said he would come get me if needed. So I called AAA and they sent a tow. Horrible timing for a tow truck though because the buses were coming and they couldn't get thru the parking lot, parent's cars were backed up...I was so embarrassed and stressed. The driver asked me what was wrong so I told him and he wanted to see if he could move it so I said go ahead. He forced that car out (flooring it). The rear driver's side tire wouldn't turn (emergency break) but after forcing it there was a huge popping sound and then it was fine but recommended taking it to the shop anyway. Originally I was going to ride in the tow truck to Chuck Beck's shop (Meagan and Chuck are like our best friends!! We hang out a lot:)) but I didn't feel like riding an hour with a stranger so I called Pappy and he came and got me, then Mom drove me home.
My car was in the shop overnight so Jesse took me to work the next day. He wanted me to drive the truck but I was so anxious about driving it (no, not driving it, parking it) that I broke down crying and Jesse said he would take me. It was another horrible day for lunch/naptime so again my assistant and cried on each others shoulders. On the way home from work that day, I had my arm out the truck window and a bee flew up my sleeve and stung me. It hurt so bad and I was so exhausted that I cried again.
I've been so emotional lately! All the stress is catching up with me. My heart actually hurt for a couple days so I bought myself a bottle of Distress Remedy at the herb store and have been diligent in taking my other herbs.
Friday was better. I prayed a lot. A LOT.
When I went to back my car out and head home and the car wouldn't move! It turned on, went into gear but the blasted vehicle wouldn't budge. I called home: busy. I called Jesse: on his way to class. I called Pappy: he suggested AAA (Thank heavens for my in-laws and the membership they got me!!!) and said he would come get me if needed. So I called AAA and they sent a tow. Horrible timing for a tow truck though because the buses were coming and they couldn't get thru the parking lot, parent's cars were backed up...I was so embarrassed and stressed. The driver asked me what was wrong so I told him and he wanted to see if he could move it so I said go ahead. He forced that car out (flooring it). The rear driver's side tire wouldn't turn (emergency break) but after forcing it there was a huge popping sound and then it was fine but recommended taking it to the shop anyway. Originally I was going to ride in the tow truck to Chuck Beck's shop (Meagan and Chuck are like our best friends!! We hang out a lot:)) but I didn't feel like riding an hour with a stranger so I called Pappy and he came and got me, then Mom drove me home.
My car was in the shop overnight so Jesse took me to work the next day. He wanted me to drive the truck but I was so anxious about driving it (no, not driving it, parking it) that I broke down crying and Jesse said he would take me. It was another horrible day for lunch/naptime so again my assistant and cried on each others shoulders. On the way home from work that day, I had my arm out the truck window and a bee flew up my sleeve and stung me. It hurt so bad and I was so exhausted that I cried again.
I've been so emotional lately! All the stress is catching up with me. My heart actually hurt for a couple days so I bought myself a bottle of Distress Remedy at the herb store and have been diligent in taking my other herbs.
Friday was better. I prayed a lot. A LOT.
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